It's fascinating how strong feelings are able to push one's creativity. I've realized a long time ago that love, hate or being slightly hurt may help you to create wonderful art. I even think that there is nothing as impellent as real misery.

I guess if you're f***d up, it is the best to express your feelings in a productive way, rather than crushing your furniture, hurting someone or killing your neighbors cat or dog.

Right now I feel like being past those feelings. Looks like sometimes inside your head a switch turns it all of. I can't motivate myself to do more than writing down my weird thoughts ...

sigh ...